31 July 2009

Im so sad.

It's kinda been one of my worst 2 days ever.

SO theres holes in my wall... and a hole in my heart too practically.

Schoolboy has turned on the hurt.... We tried to BakerAct him last night after things got out of hand,but he had calmed down by the time the Deputy arrived. I returned him to camp this morning but was called back after he injured another child.
:(

Yes, I am having them look for new placement because the little ones need a safe place to live.

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Its no fun around here lately . . .

8 comments:

Chocolate Covered Daydreams said...

That's too bad but I had to make the same exact decision and you're doing what's best for everyone. He needs to be in a home on his own where he can get intervention from hurting people. Apparently, he attributes hurt with love???

I know it's hard but hang in there. He will be fine and so will you.

TwoMuths said...

*hug* So, so, sorry.

Katie Barker said...

uhhh. sorry to read this. Glad you're thinking through everything to do what's best.

Annie said...

I know the feeling. Sorry. Hugs.

Little Family said...

All my love and prayers are sent your way. Know that you have given him so much love. And like you said, the little ones need to be safe. Let me know if you want to talk.

Ragin KJen said...

Love ya, Rae. We all know that he will miss being with you. He will regret being so stubborn and I hope he will learn from it. Don't forget, being in your home WILL be a happy memory for him later on in life!

Ronnica said...

(((HUG)))

That's so sad. I'm glad that you were able to love on him for the time that you did have him. It makes me incredibly sad for him though...while I believe we're all responsible for our own actions, a child doesn't get there by himself. What kind of hurt must he have known?

Adventure Mom Janna said...

My mom's church is getting involved in helping with foster children and I have learned several things through that.

Seeing them go no matter what the circumstances seems to be on of the hardest things about fostering a child. I'm blessed to know you are willing to let your heart be broken for the sake of a child and it will probably not be the last.

Love you.